I'm confused

Don't make me think, I'm confused.
Enlighten me, I never refused.

I'm not seeking the holy grail.
At least get me some joyous thrill.

What am I doing on this earth?
Toggling between birth and death.

Would a warrior fight with bugs?
Daily doing the same old tricks.

Before the fate stops my breath,
Is there anything I would unearth?

Should I chase the glory and fame?
or would I stay dormant and tame?

Don't make me think, I'm confused.